It is a first day of December, the year 2009 will be end in 30 days ahead!! Fast, isn't it?
Throughout this year, I had a lot of great, good, bad, embarrassing, and many other experiences. I shed my tears for four times. I had been so active in Buddhism activities, and thanks to Ming Han who had introduced me to the Buddha's teachings. I met with bunches of new friends. Penang trip with some of my family (though not the real family, yet they are for me -Vina, Farid, Leo!!!, Edi, Fani, Amek (not joining Penang trip), Fimtan (not joining Penang trip), Jimmy, Chandra (not joining Penang trip), Har2, Nat2, Monica, and Annita). And many mores which words are not able to describe them well.....
Anyways, I had been touched by a video. I found this video from Devi's blog. While listening to the song, I told myself...
Separation. I know how the feeling of being separated with the beloved ones. It is hurt deep inside. However, I haven't learn to let go the feeling. I still attach to it and I am jailed by the past moment. Honestly, it makes me difficult to build a new momentum again. I guess the pain went too deep.
